I can’t believe you’re gone, you were my life all along

"I can’t believe my eyes you are not here to save my life
and I don’t want to go, I love you I love you, but I’ve lost control
I can’t believe you’re gone, you were my life all along
now bury me below, I love you, I love you, but I have to go.."

^^ thats epic.

I'm not getting any better. Make it all dissappear. And I promise I'll be fine.
I haven't felt like this in a really long timeee. And of course I'll cover it up.
I always have. No one really knows anything about it either. It's funny in a way.
I don't.. I mean.. I really.. It's not..
What?
I honestly can say that its worse then before. And I regret getting like this.
Mmmmmhmmmm.

I'm going to bed.
I have no clue what tomorrow brings.